**I wrote this post quite a few months ago and have held on to it…for whatever reason I feel compelled to post this now.
I should warn you: this post may have some graphic scenes in it.
My nightmares are coming with increasing regularity. I seem to have more nightmares when I’m stressed out. I doubt it has anything to do with the wedding plans…weddings are known for the lack of stress that they place upon brides, right?
It was almost as if I was watching a movie. There was a *preview*, so I had an idea of what would happen before it happened. Or perhaps it was just that things were happening out of order.
My nightmare was about a girl who was engaged to be married (I’m sure this *girl* is not actually me, for anyone who’s trying to analyze my dream 🙂 ) who had premarital sex with her fiance out in a field where they thought they had some privacy. To back up a little bit, the girl had a strange relationship with her father, in that her father could make her feel guilty enough about things she’d done that she would throw-up an egg. The egg symbolized the bad thing she’d done, and I suppose it was a way of expelling it (the sin?) from her body.
Her brother was the instigator of catching his sister in the act. When the sister stood up, she saw her father had been spying on her in the trees. He was close enough to touch. This was when I seemed to flash forward and he was in the tree again, but this time his face had been eaten off (I’m sure this is from a movie I saw a long time ago). It felt as if he’d been murdered.
The girl stood up and touched her father. She was embarrassed and she talked with her father for a little while. After they’d talked, her father told her to step away; he needed to throw up. It was at this point that she threw up the egg-type thing.
She went back to her house where she was essentially held hostage. She gave birth shortly thereafter, and while she had a vague feeling that she was being held hostage, she was too distracted and lazy to actually figure out why she wasn’t being allowed to see her fiance.
Fortunately for me, I finally woke up and didn’t have to find out how my nightmare would end.